From “destined for prison” to a feature on international platform Photoworks

I created this project because I don’t want anyone else to feel the way I did. As writer and disability rights activist Laura Hershey beautifully said: “Remember, you weren’t the one who made you ashamed, but you are the one who can make you proud.” Through this project, I hope to help people see that they can embrace their true selves and take pride in who they are, no matter how different they are.

Can you tell us a little more about the project?

A Dissonant Past Unmasked is a photographic project that re-enacts moments from me and my family's past, depicting the struggles of living with ADHD and autism. Set against the backdrop of suburban domesticity, the project confronts the private sufferings and societal stigmas we faced. My autobiographical approach aims for catharsis and closure, shining a light on the complexities of disability often ignored by society. By portraying my challenges through intimate, quiet scenes of dissonance, I seek to reclaim visibility and voice for myself and others, challenging the standardised norms that have sidelined our experiences.

Who modelled and where was it shot?

Everyone featured in the project is a family member, representing the idea that when you have a neurodivergent child, people's judgments and views affect the whole family, not just the child. The photos were primarily shot in my home in Romford.

Where did your passion for photography come from?

As someone with dyslexia, I think I have always found myself drawn to the arts as it serves as a medium through which I can best communicate my unique perspective on life.

What was the best part of your Photography BA course?

Without a doubt, the people I met during the course. They have shaped who I am today, and together, we’ve formed an art collective called Zinnia Collective. Through the connections made on my course, we will now be hosting our second exhibition and workshops at Bell House in London this October.

Did any lecturers particularly inspire you?

All of the photography lecturers were amazing, but technician Kate Bell really stood out to me. Her genuine kindness and humour have left a lasting impression.

Who would you recommend the course to?

I would recommend this course to anyone with a true passion for creating art and telling stories – those who are willing to put in the extra hours and make a point to engage with the lectures. Developing their practice outside of scheduled lessons is crucial, and I believe those who do will achieve more and enjoy the course the most.

What does the future hold for you and your work?

I was fortunate enough to be invited to participate in the Visualising Disability Artist Development Programme with Autograph Gallery. Through this opportunity, I’ll be able to further develop my project, A Dissonant Past Unmasked, and continue my efforts to raise awareness about ADHD and autism. My goal is to challenge negative perceptions and help create a more inclusive society.

Additionally, my long-term goal is to create a book (if I can secure enough funding) in collaboration with Murray Bruce who featured on a show with Chris Packham called Inside Our Autistic Minds. The aim is for him to contribute his writing, reflecting on his experiences growing up as a non-verbal autistic person, alongside my images depicting my own experiences as an autistic individual. The purpose is to emphasise that no two autistic experiences are the same, yet each is equally important.

External links

Emily’s website and Instagram.